Another Day 1

by recoveringpornguy

Fuck.

This has happened before. Whenever the counter resets, you can be sure that the next day will reset harder.

So today there was no ‘actress I have a crush on’ fooling myself with Google image searches. I was straight on porn boards at the first opportunity.

When I reached Day 60 a couple of weeks back, I thought I was cured. I thought yesterday was just a blip. That even though I had reset to Day 1, in my mind I knew I could add 70 to that because it wasn’t that bad.

Today was that bad. I’m really back to Day 1.

Tomorrow will at least be Day 2.

Surely I’m not that much of a helpless pervert?

Surely?!